The Dream

This morning , May 4th 2010 , a morning I will never forget ... oh ya May the fourth be with you =) .
Anyway , time to be serious . In human nature , they will forget 50% of their dreams the moment they open their eyes and 90% during the entire day . There are numerous plots that can happen in one night it's always faces of which only you encounter in your life , like the one sitting beside you in the train could be the murderer in you dreams you're running away from. So?? and dreams are always related to the dream even if you are not aware but your brain is... like sitting on a school chair waiting for the bell to ring it's session over but in reality it's your alarm ringing. Why am I bringing this topic out if you ask?? I slept at 3am last night watching ''The Love Guru'' and alot of philosophies that can be taken out from it

B-asic

I-nstructions
B-efore
L-eaving
E-arth


Intimacy-Into-me-I-see

I woke up this morning at 8.30am .... God knows why .. like human nature do , I've forgotten what I dream about an I was very sleepy so I knocked out again and there was where the whole thing began. Exactly 3 hours at 11.30am , I woke up again realizing that I have dreamed the most mysterious dream I have ever did .... ignoring the many times where I always needed to run from some murderer .

I even ran straight to the kitchen looking at the nasi lemak my mum bought but grabbed a paper or two and the nearest pen I could reach scribbling but words that made up my dream ... 30 mins of silence and the sound of a ball point pen crossing it's way on a blank paper and voila the draft of what I did..
















Here how it goes, this is a very personal one and there's a reason why I remembered it so please, no critics and on harsh feelings , believe all you want but this is what I saw.

-a dream is a different way of interpretion between the reality-

It started out with me at the Telok Gadong ktm station where I always go in order I can travel to my college and the train arrives , still pitch dark , I was in casual not like the black and white I'd always wear and a bag pack , the train also seemed different unlike the usual one , but heck I'll still get on rather than waiting for another 30mins . I boarded it and waited to reach at my destination but oddly it seemed like i stopped at Klang station because of it's familiar settings , when i got out of the station , I remember looking at a field like the one in Taman Rakyat where it's filled with orange sands but strangely, I see the Sogo building , a bus terminal and a morning market there . Of course , nothing struck to me that it's not like that in the reality . I went on the bus to get to the market and believe it or not , i met Nick and Sunny there with Sunny beside me and Nick at the back , but they were together because I already took the 1 of the 2 seats and Nick just took the one behind ,
Back to reality: I have never ever met Sunny in my life though I know him by playing DotA together so it's freaky that he is beside me but that blur vision of his face like the one i always see in his Msn.
When the bus reached the market , the both of them were also getting down with me behind them and when I pull my face up to view the front , they were gone.


I saw Cecilia Ah Yee and Audrey there at the market just across from where I was standing , at a fruit stall .
Their conversation was seemly odd when I look back on what I wrote down.
Ah Yee was looking at these green and black grapes , but they looked so much smaller , like fresh currants and Ah Yee said to Audrey , ''No matter how ripe and sweet they are , I wont eat it (showing it to Audrey) without cream'' . And she also mentioned that her one was quality over quantity unlike some shop which i think is censored(more like blurish, haha like in tv) when she said it . Then they spotted me and said hi and me doing the same . Somehow i remembered looking at the white radish near to me in the market comparing to the one that I used the other day, which is in fact true in reality that i did a radish kim chi .

I headed over to Sogo , a shopping centre in KL , next to the Bank Negara building , observing the interior and walking higher and higher until a shop caught my eye ''Pavil BookStore'' I think it's the shortform of Pavilion as I wanted to go so much in reality. I found an escalator that leads down to it so i hurried to it but the weirdest thing was , the escalator goes half way down and then up again . So that was when it strucked me , maybe I should use the lift down as alot of people are using it . I stepped into the lift and waited , the numbers were weird i was in 14a where it felt as if i went to the 3rd floor only and it increases to 56b and the door starts to open slightly , I wanted to walk out , the whole lift accelerated side ways like the one in Harry Potter :Order of Phoenix and I was out of Sogo and across the sky , a glimpse in the high speed room I was in are familiar faces that I meet in school , Naavin Kumar was the most obvious of all. Finally the lift did the classic ''DING'' sound to indicate that I arrived somewhere .

This is the exact picture that I experienced from side view of the escalator that I encounter in Sogo.








All ''passengers'' got out and the surroundings were just too norm until i realized I was in KL station Ktm , it's old grey castle like colour of the walls except , the view from where I was , a sky high tower looking down on the Padang Merdeka and looking beside the ''tower'' it was a bus station/terminal of what I can make of and I see alot of people crossing to it , and the fact that they were sort of floating to it , it gave me chills and the Dark Cloud scene from Harry Potter made it worse , also knowing that i was bending on this very very steep hill(so steep that I need to walk sideways and using my hang to grip the hill) of grass and the disappeared lift. I know this is very weird to see in my dreams but I saw this young couple , boy and girl , N**k and R*C**l , where he was holding her hand helping her cross the steep hill , i asked where was Sunny and he replied ''He went with his dad edi , u didn't know?? in his brand new car'' and I nodded , continued my way up until I came into this horde of firebirds like the one I always play in HEREOS 3:Might and Magic . Then it said , I'll fly you to that side , with it's head pointing a tunnel like slide , I hop on it and it burst into flames and soar into the sky and a few seconds later i reached to that erie castle like terminal and things started fading away , the terminal doesn't seem to be one and more like a brick wall covered with moss.

I reached my way into the brick slide and positioned myself to go in , finding that there are clothes and a boot there , sliding my way , the pitch black hole suddenly filled with a sun ray and both my feet bumped into a child standing up , no doubt that tanned skin and language assured me I was in Malaysia '' Oi , ade org datang ni !'' i got up and see this village of some sort gathered around. The mountain borders and kampung village , but then a group of 'not-in-the-group'' tat i see and I noticed there was Kishen and Andrew Tan there .... again God knows what reason. After a chat , I found out that I was in a place called ''Luak'' , ok from what i understand , Luak is the best coffee in the world that is made up from a civet cat's dung... and they claim it's in Perak which I never heard in all of my Geography history . It's like an episode right out from LOST... so i stared into the mountains , thinking if my life will be like this?? Always trying to get out but never succeed .... the burning scorch of the Sun was making me humid and dizzy until:
I open my eyes and noticed the ceiling fan was off and it's 11.30am , freakin' hot weather that morning. and so it end and wrote this dream down , something which will never be forgotten.

Real Emotion

Hey Guys .... call me a sucker and I know why cause I've been very very(x infinitely) sry for being inactive in my blog , yeah you must wondering , and me,myself and I too , creating a blog that it's last post was 7th Dec 2009!
to hell with that ... so ,

The main reason that I was inspired to blog about this new post was because of the people around me really expressing themselves , you might not realize , but I may be quiet around you guys but that doesn't mean I'm not listening , it's just I don't wanna criticize .

WikiHow says:Listening to the world around you is not often a skill that is consciously practiced. Nevertheless, it is a skill that is definitely worth cultivating. Active and engaged listening can help you to better understand other people, the interactions of society and the world around around you. The more you listen, the more you learn.

I remembered that how I always commented on people in 1st sem , and that actually create quite a conflict between me and Nigel , but now that he is happy with his love , better not say anything more .
Lucas too , sry for backing out at a last minute of the competition , I know u might and may not forgive me but hey , it's not my power to tell u to do that . I know sometimes that I'm just idling in front of u all saying nothing while eating my ''roti canai'' or drinking ''ais kosong'' and eaves dropping on your conversation , I know almost everything in college , well almost all and I can't seem the reason why , I'm not asking for it and yet it's happening to me .

Just today , I went for an interview for my Purchasing assignment at Mandarin Oriental (bravo to them) , the Materials Manager , Mr.Lee , said "If u wanna achieve in life , you need a Goal , no goal and you're not accomplishing something and hence no motivation of any sort to achieve it'' . He is right , I wanna be a pastry Chef and I'm on my way trying to walk that path !

Not forgetting Nick's post to Win Shean , *wipes tears* vise versa . That's what true friends are and I wanna try to be that even after I know there are some incidents and happenings (which I really don't ).And XXX with YYY and made ZZZ unhappy so conflicts happen , it does in life . Jealousy , anger , hatred but only time and apology can tell . S***** too , you're not good in English , but please try finding other solutions to your problems and not by ''extracting'' through others.

The prefect Apology:
The important point here is that timing and forgiveness are closely related. A simple error in judgment can, over time, quickly become a more serious problem in the absence of an apology. Anyone can make a mistake, but if your mistake is compounded by the impression that you're also inconsiderate (for failing to realize you owe an apology) then the problem can get worse. Now the simple apology that would almost certainly have been sufficient if delivered quickly, will now make things worse.

It's amazing how you guys can handle this with a smile on your face everytime talking to me , playing DotA like nothing was happening , being counseled by Pn. Bad but show to emotion in front of them , thinking of leaving the other. This song ''SMile'' was writen by the legend Charlie Chaplin because that was the only thing he speak so others too be affected by it.=)

Smile tho' your heart is aching,
Smile Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.

Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Ohhh Oooh  Yeah

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

Smile tho' your heart is aching,
Smile Even though it's breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,

That's the time (thats the time) you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

MY NEW COMP!!!!

WOOT!!! MY NEW CPU HERE!!!!

Sry no pics will be uploaded soon .... I ''Promise''...

It's about 3-4 years ago when i had my last ..... which was for my Christmas present and now I'm having a new one this year for my Christmas present again ...
Apparently my former CPU was having problem when it keeps restarting itself and also I was trying to ruin it by playing too much games , hehe XD , Viva la DotA!!

TIME TO GET HIGH RESOLUTION GAMES AND PLAY!!!!

A Day at the KTM

I'M SICK~~~just so you know that's y i'm lazy to put any pics because I don't have any that suits this post =p

Few days i experienced this magical force sucking me into a vortex and i swore it was in the dark during the wee hours of the morning(6.40am) of course, I was too lazy to switch on the bathroom lights and i was feeling dizzy but we can skip that part of =p

I , who thought it was gonna be ok later .... thought so very WRONG! *slaps head silly*
|||quite note|||-this has happen to me once during 1st sem and that self consious mind was correct about that time *slaps head silly again

Because it takes around 1 hour , 26 mins and 32 sec to reach my college station, I always sleep/slept in the train and i will definitely will get a sit(and a comfortable one) , so in the car i was thinking in my head

"It's gonna be alright , just a headache and plenty of time to sleep in the train"
and Damn was I so wrong again.

As my mom was driving me to my train station , i saw a LEGION of people there are again in my head
DAMN!!!!!!.... i knew it , the train b4 delayed (in case this happens , it's either youre late for class or fake an excuse the next day) well , that day i was blur so don't blame for my dim-witted-ness i walked slowly across to the other platform and when i entered the train , I found out i was the only one standing and I was sufficating and was gonna faint .
I even sat down on the floor cause i couldn't bare to stand and I heard that voice of the train lady said

"Stesen Teluk Pulai~~~~~Teluk Pulai"

I tried to be ''cool''

"Stesen Klang~~~~Klang"...she said Klang like the way you would say Flung.
Tha'ts it , I couldnt handle anymore and i just walk out the train on the bench and laid down there without bothering who was looking me because there wasn't anyone loking at me when they all went board the train ..... snap i wished i could drew some attention.So the train left and there i was at Klang thinking what would I do motionless there?

Tried to call my mom and all the respond i could get was
"Nombor yang anda panggil tidak dapat dihubungi"
I went NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but my scream must have reached God's ear or maybe the Train Operator's ears and boy was I glad a godsend came to me like a beaming light ...... unfortunately it was too bright that it came from the head lights of the train =.=''
AND IT WAS EMPTY!!!!!!!
I limbed into the train and sat in the most comfortable sit in the Komuter:

KTM TIPS FOR A COMFORTABLE JOURNEY TO YOUR DESTINATION :D

Before going on , in case you are ....like me.... very far journey to your stop ...18 stops for me.....want to be relaxed and sleep off instead of watching those damn boring scene everyday , looking at the same regular person stop after stop , here's a solution to a stress free unless the air-con is out and that is a real pain in the A** .There are also 4 kinds of trains ,

1. The ''Fruit Juice Train'' , it's got wall paper Ads of the F&N juices on it , it's obvious they took a very old train cause i can smell the old-ness in it . Rank out of 4 ...**
2. The ''Mak Dara Train'' a.k.a the "Train of the Damsel'' where this old hag is smiling at you and i seriously don't see the ''Dara'' in it . But its the most comfortable train there is among the Komuters and any seat can be used as a sleeping seat .... lol ..... Rank out of 4 ... ****
3. The ''Crab Train'' ... why?? because it's the only train thats designed in a way when u are sitted , you will be facing another person opposite you and this sucks when he/she or yourself wanna sleep and people would be watching you ..... Rank out of 4...<NONE!!!!!!>
4. The ''ANTRABANLA Train'' ..... haha.... it's actually Antara Bandar (between the cities) but i love so twist my tongue in it lol .... this doesn't follow the Port Klang - Sentul track but it's the best so far..

First , it takes quite some effort but rush or bump in but in a ''cool'' manner for a seat where there isn't a window or as u are sitting and if u can tilt your head sideways , u can rest on a elevated spot or else you would get stiff neck.That's how you can get a seat but it sucks if u need to stand for a hour+ and cramp up standing and pushing with other passengers if youre standing .


That's all for now untill more KTM stories ..... yes I know it put this blog as ''FOODIES BLOG'' but i said more than just food lol...

(^,^)Puppies---!!

About 4 weeks ago on a Wed , my cousin's dog Cocoa/Coco ... somewhere between that name because I never really cared how their names are spelled unless it's my dogs name to be spelled because they(as in the dogs) can't spell their own name too .... duh~ . A few weeks ago the owner realized that her nipples were beginning to swell , so they thought actually , only i thought about it the ''hormones'' developing in the dogs is being too off the chart that swelling and expanding of it .. *winking and reanalyzing those sentence again* .

I was having my driving lessons during the morning of the puppies so i guess I had to wait till afternoon to see them . . the moment i went there and this was wat i saw ...... milk sucking creatures that assembles guinea pigs all over this hopeless dog pleading for help !!.. well , the pleading thing wasn't necessary but that's the only thing those fury rats can do ....

i admit that when it comes to dogs ..... my inner feminine side unleashes and that doesn't mean i'm gonna act like a girl but being gentle compared to the other personality i have in DotA ....
This pup is just 2 weeks old and it's so cute .... come on , no one can resist them

A some what happy mother with it's intimidating teeth that resembles a sabertooth dog
this has to be one of those ''Picture of the Year'' nothing matches that lol ...... =)

It's Gonna R.I.P

As the Title says ..... R.I.P , but what?? it's my com , if u guys didn't see me on9 for a long time which is 2 days , is that my com seems to be always restarting and there is some kind of sound it makes with a black screen ..... Beep~~! ..... Beep~~! .This com has been with me since i started 2nd year of DotA and all the memories I have owning with it .... my useless logitech mouse .....another simply yet effective logitech keyboard and..... the mind of a genius DotA player .. add me at Garena [Silver]Kenz =D .The errors of this com not only in black but also comes in blue screen error whr it's really gets on my nerves when i'm owning in dota 96.75% of the time ( yes i've calculated).Seems that it's motherboard is starting to malfunction and i hope it does so i can a new desktop or laptop but i prefer the former eventhough the advantage of a laptop has mobility but who cares?? the reason we go out for a holiday or a trip is to escape from technology and the hectic bustic crap-pic lifestyle we have in the city , so yeah ... i know no internet is like a minute without air but family leisure comes 1st.

World Update Weekly:

A few days ago i was listening to the radio of how Adam Lambert ''screwed up'' on stage when they said he kissed a male keyboard player and also dragged a female dancer by her ankle like she's some kind of sex tool . Honestly , I don't give a s**t about it .... well yes it's quite inappropriate to do so , but he really rocks his stuff out of his lungs ~~~~literally . ''For Your Entertainment '' is his song and i admit that his album cover is ''girly'' . But his song really is catchy .Gays (no offence) are very open to things and I read about an article that America isn't ready for liking-og-the-same-gender. I remembered when they said Avril Lavigne couldn't perform in Malaysia because the excuse of ''bad influence to teenagers this ''rock'' style '' . . though i didn't attend her concert but in my heart , I wonder why am I living in this type of Government ruling ... *Slaps forehead*.
End.

My Weekly report:

I regreted watching Harry Potter:The Half Blood Prince the movie because( i know this is old news)
1: The ending battle between the Professers at Hogwarts and the Death Eaters was not featured in the movie..*Pulling hair tightly*
2.It focussed more on Ron and Lavender's love story and
3.It didn't even follow the book's story line .
4.This is my fault but I still blame them forI watched it at 12.50am and ended around 3.30am.

Fortunately i couldn't even remember how the movie went so I guess i need to read the book again to freshen up ... yeah you heard me ..... Kenneth + reading doesn't come in a sentence often.....



curren't i'm reading the Deadly Hallows again to find out is this R.A.B again and now at pg. 154
Till then .... need to read till end and try to DotA as much as possible b4 this com goes...

It M@k3s Me Happy

well , as i said this blog is about food and lots more interesting stuff so i'm blogging about a handful of all the things I made at home when my parents were not at home and tell it's a suprise when they try to scold me^^ i made on a few occasions

WARNING:Orders are not on the list yet so pls don spam on the chat box on the right ty=)
reader discretion is advised

Moving on, after each time my techniques of piping the sweet icing is getting bad because me and my cousin was slacking off much better^^ . But the credits has to go to my aunty who really dedicated to make cupcakes .Baking usually takes about 3 hours minimum from preparing the cake and waiting for it to cool and then bake so we started about 9.00pm++ and ended up finishing all close to 2.00am . No one felt the tiredness and sleepiness until we laid down on the bed after decorating the cup cakes .



Baking is a way of making me feel happy (don't laugh) . It really is . This cup cake thing was actually an inspiration from Mrs. Atkinson, the one who makes the BEST!! butter cake in the world ...... moist and densed cake with soft yet buttery icing which melts the moment if touches your tongue but firm enough to hold still in your hands....
just the perfect cake~~



so my aunty decided to make cupcakes instead as we wanted to make the "ICING" part of Mrs.(Perfect Butter Cake)'s icing .
it went well and let our imagination and inner child lead us in the decoration of the cake and the end result as your can see





just love admiring all these cakes that i've done .... well part of it lol ..
(right: a before and after of out 1st cup cake deco)
(above: our 3rd time making cup cakes and we rock-ish!)











-----> this pic over here is a Chocolate Indulgence of what Secret Recipe has that I've stole it's name and always peeping into their cake corner to copy the design. It was the 1st time for me and yet for Ian who has only baked once or twice in his life and to be frank , I'm surprisingly happy with the end product that we're achieved , eventhough that when i was pouring the chocolate str8 from the pot and I"ve ruined the ''mirror-coat'' effect on the cake


I was browsing around other bloggers and i always awed at a particular person's site that he/she always post about her activities and one day about cake decorating it really blew my mind a away about a flower but i ended up with this






--------> this flower is nothing compared to any flower that others made.



In case youre wondering or in doubt , yes it is a flower made from sugar and mine sucks , just face it . I need maybe another half of my life just to make a perfect flower like the one below . My new Year resolution added.